[STOP]

Gloomy day. Crummy weather sort of dampens my mood.

[pazcal]

Easter is passed now... have to wait a long time before another bank holiday... I'm already tired.

[Gehain]

Price of gas <_< it's 5,2 PLN/L so it's circa 7,71 USD/gallon..

[LolaE Taylor]

Jury Duty this afternnon :angry:

@Pazcal On the opposite end of that being in the UK have 2 this weekend Friday/Monday (mayday) and then again at the end of May just makes the weekend feel like to many sundays stuffed together and everything comes to a stop

[pazcal]

^ I like lazy sundays...

[ThenGo]

LolaE Taylor, on 26 April 2011 - 07:34 AM, said:

Jury Duty this afternnon :angry:

@Pazcal On the opposite end of that being in the UK have 2 this weekend Friday/Monday (mayday) and then again at the end of May just makes the weekend feel like to many sundays stuffed together and everything comes to a stop

I think I'm the only person on earth that likes jury duty. :)

[Rosebud]

w00talexFTW, on 19 April 2011 - 10:29 PM, said:

Chill out rosebud, damn

I seldom get this pissed off about anything but I've found enough reason to. I'm always trying to smooth things over and chill out, but I'm tired of doing that. Isn't a person entitled to explode every now and then? (Especially when its completely justified?) Maybe I should just quit hanging around assholes...

station to station, on 30 October 2008 - 04:04 PM, said:

Woke up today with a bit of dizziness, what's it's called... vertigo?
I don't know if it's actually just my mind playing tricks on me since I've been
paranoid as fuck lately, or if it's real. I mean, yesterday I read something about
some lady experiencing vertigo every time she woke up. So I don't know...

That's been making my life really shitty as of late. I don't know why it happens but I get a random strong bout every couple of years. They're usually right when I wake up and usually when I'm undergoing something stressful in my life. It worries me though. I looked some stuff up online and it can be caused by something as minimal as an ear infection and something as serious as a tumor. :\

[ThenGo]

Rosebud, on 01 May 2011 - 07:52 PM, said:

I seldom get this pissed off about anything but I've found enough reason to. I'm always trying to smooth things over and chill out, but I'm tired of doing that. Isn't a person entitled to explode every now and then? (Especially when its completely justified?) Maybe I should just quit hanging around assholes...



That's been making my life really shitty as of late. I don't know why it happens but I get a random strong bout every couple of years. They're usually right when I wake up and usually when I'm undergoing something stressful in my life. It worries me though. I looked some stuff up online and it can be caused by something as minimal as an ear infection and something as serious as a tumor. :\

Have you seen a doc? I don't know if vertigo is hereditary or not but both my father & brother have bouts of it and it sounds terrible. They have both been fully worked up, so they've had brain scans to eliminate the most scary. They both have medication they can take as soon as an episode starts and they really help keep it under control. I know that although they still feel crummy when it happens, at least now they don't have the added worry about something as serious as a tumor. It may be worth checking out, Rosebud.

[EtoileMaris]

This situation with work is getting rather stupid. I need to stop being such a polyanna and get moving.

[-Jam-]

My computer keeps dying on me, even after I've gotten it fixed! It's bad enough my other [older and open for anyone's use] computer did shortly after as well, but when I got them both back, my newer one started acting up right away. I repurchased my warranty since it was about to run out, so I've got that, but it is too much trouble sending it away just to have it die again. Sigh. Stupid manufacturer not getting it right the first time. Plus, my money... :'<

[Rosebud]

ThenGo, on 01 May 2011 - 07:43 PM, said:

Have you seen a doc? I don't know if vertigo is hereditary or not but both my father & brother have bouts of it and it sounds terrible. They have both been fully worked up, so they've had brain scans to eliminate the most scary. They both have medication they can take as soon as an episode starts and they really help keep it under control. I know that although they still feel crummy when it happens, at least now they don't have the added worry about something as serious as a tumor. It may be worth checking out, Rosebud.

I've got an appt tomorrow. I notice I get them when I'm in bed, always at night and usually when I'm under stress. No one in my family has them. It feels like you're on a bad rollercoaster and can't get off. :unsure: Your eyes literally move and you get nauseated. I've taken mecklizine (sp?) but that knocks you out badly. The feeling of being on a boat (slight swaying) persists for up to a week afterward.


Do you happen to know what medication they take? It took me a few tries before I was able to find a doc who would see me this week (as opposed to next month) and even then I'm meeting with his PA instead of him. :angry: We'll see how things go, but if it comes down to it I may ask for a brain scan. Strokes and high blood pressure run in my family.

[ThenGo]

Rosebud, on 03 May 2011 - 08:03 PM, said:

I've got an appt tomorrow. I notice I get them when I'm in bed, always at night and usually when I'm under stress. No one in my family has them. It feels like you're on a bad rollercoaster and can't get off. :unsure: Your eyes literally move and you get nauseated. I've taken mecklizine (sp?) but that knocks you out badly. The feeling of being on a boat (slight swaying) persists for up to a week afterward.


Do you happen to know what medication they take? It took me a few tries before I was able to find a doc who would see me this week (as opposed to next month) and even then I'm meeting with his PA instead of him. :angry: We'll see how things go, but if it comes down to it I may ask for a brain scan. Strokes and high blood pressure run in my family.

Rosebud, sorry for the delayed response, I haven't been around. They both were given Antivert (I may not have that exactly right) Good luck!

[EvilMammoth]

things that shite'n my night = the neighbours tv which is placed right next to where i sleep and it is on super loud :( work at 8 tomorrow. Can't say anything to the guy, he has learning problems.

[Rosebud]

ThenGo, on 04 May 2011 - 09:53 PM, said:

Rosebud, sorry for the delayed response, I haven't been around. They both were given Antivert (I may not have that exactly right) Good luck!

Thanks! I'll run it by my doc. She said I may be prone to benign vertigo but she is referring me to a ENT & maybe a neurologist to get me checked out. I passed one of her tests, so she is discounting a tumor. :)

But she took a look in my ears and my nose and didn't like what she saw. For now it is penicillin and a nasal spray for me.

[EtoileMaris]

EvilMammoth, on 05 May 2011 - 04:36 PM, said:

things that shite'n my night = the neighbours tv which is placed right next to where i sleep and it is on super loud :( work at 8 tomorrow. Can't say anything to the guy, he has learning problems.

That is a major reason why I want to move. That shit drives me fucking bonkers.

Rosebud, on 05 May 2011 - 06:31 PM, said:

Thanks! I'll run it by my doc. She said I may be prone to benign vertigo but she is referring me to a ENT & maybe a neurologist to get me checked out. I passed one of her tests, so she is discounting a tumor. :)

But she took a look in my ears and my nose and didn't like what she saw. For now it is penicillin and a nasal spray for me.

Get well soon, darling.

Things that shitten my day? Greed, insomnia, ruthlessness, complete and utter lack of compassion. You want to make my skin crawl? Be a greedy, heartless fucker. That shit doesn't work for me. :angry:

[Gehain]

Obama is in Warsaw.. the whole city is one big traffic jam.. -_-

[stella diver x]

So sinister kid rules the music section now? What the fuck happened.

[ThenGo]

I know it's none of my business.
I know I shouldn't be judgmental.
I know people can change.
But the fact that my good friend is back with her 1st ex-husband (she's got a 2nd & 3rd) steams me. He was a loser 30 years ago and I'm willing to bet he's still a loser. She's got 2 masters degrees and he earned his GED in prison. Match made in heaven (a second time, apparently). :ph34r:

[EtoileMaris]

ThenGo, on 02 June 2011 - 11:02 PM, said:

I know it's none of my business.
I know I shouldn't be judgmental.
I know people can change.
But the fact that my good friend is back with her 1st ex-husband (she's got a 2nd & 3rd) steams me. He was a loser 30 years ago and I'm willing to bet he's still a loser. She's got 2 masters degrees and he earned his GED in prison. Match made in heaven (a second time, apparently). :ph34r:

I know, I know. History repeating kills. I have a couple of self-destructive friends that do stuff that makes you wonder... Patience... Patience and remember, you are not the one fucking the bloke...

[You are all mine]

I have to say people sssshing me really pisses me off. That's a huge pet peeve and always makes me want to talk even louder. <_<

[Rosebud]

Trying not to be so gloomy about my failed love but it's so hard. I am walking a fine line between hard headed acceptance and impulsive desperation. :(

My heart wants to try to reach out to him or drive clear over to the next county in an off chance that I might see him. But my head is telling me that it should be over. That he was never clear in his intentions and I should read that as the sign that it wasn't meant to be. How could someone who made me feel so special not see me on our last night together? How could someone who looked at me the way he did, not mean what he said? I know he leads a complicated life but I would have lived it with him if it only it meant I could have those green eyes look at me so adoringly again.

So I sit here, tempted to communicate. Reason telling me that it's better this way but my heart still wrestles that I didn't fight hard enough....

ThenGo, on 02 June 2011 - 11:02 PM, said:

my good friend is back with her 1st ex-husband (she's got a 2nd & 3rd) steams me. He was a loser 30 years ago and I'm willing to bet he's still a loser. She's got 2 masters degrees and he earned his GED in prison. Match made in heaven (a second time, apparently). :ph34r:

Wow. I obviously don't know your friend, but I've been caught falling for men who aren't right for me either. *cough*cough* I was really prim and proper when I was younger so now that I've softened up I am of the mentality that I should be able to accept an imperfect man (give them a shot). But yeah, it is common sense that there are imperfections and then there are dysfunctions.

I find it hard to differentiate between the two sometimes. And I know what it is like to have someone get a hold of you and be pretty smitten with them no matter what they stoop to. Thankfully in the case of my no-good ex, time apart knocked sense into me. But I still wish I knew what is an imperfection worth living with and a dysfunction worth running away from. (Prison should be pretty obvious for your friend I think.)

[pazcal]

Monday + heat wave today (38°C / 100°F)

[EtoileMaris]

Sick babies. Jesus, there's something fundamentally wrong with life. Seeing a 5 week old baby have epileptic seizures is the most heart breaking sight in the world. And being completely helpless about it too.